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I'm so excited!!!! I just got an email from Wayne State saying that I made it into the Mortuary Science Program in the Fall!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I'm so super excited!!!! It's such a relief! I can quit thinking about it now.

So I havent been up to much lately. I started at u of m. I dont think its going to be that bad. The first day went well. Today is my second say of class though.

I'm glad its summer!!! I mean almost! I'm ready for it to be sunny and nice out. Well I guess thats all I have to say right now.

So yesterday I went down to U of M to get the whole spring class thing figured out. It only took about an hour and half or so to get everything figured out and taken care of. I'm glad that its done with though. I have 2 classes on Monday and Wednesday. I dont think it will be that bad though. I could not believe how much I had to pay for 4 credits!!! 4 FREAKING CREDITS!!!! THATS IT!!! WOW!!! I dont know how you guys do it!!! I spent as much on 4 credits there as I would have on about 12 credits at MCC. WOW!!! Thats all I can say!!!

So I just found out that there are about 100 people applying to the Mortuary Science Program in the fall. I'm like super nervous now about it! Larry told me that they can take 50 of them. I mean I guess I do have a shot but still. He told me to make sure that I get my prereq's done before the fall. He's also going to put in a good word and I'm hoping that will help. Not to mention he payed Larry just about the biggest compliment that he could. He told Larry that he should join the pathologist's assistant class. So yeah. the downside is that it means I have to do really good in the program. Larry is mister perfectionist. I want good grades but I dont want to work my ass off for them. I have a decent GPA and I have 4.0 in almost all of my science classes. Hopefully things will work out the way I want them to because at this point it would really suck if they didnt. Go figure I start feeling this way after I finally started feeling really good about getting in.

Well Whatever! All I can do is wait it out!

So its been a super long time since I updated so I figured that I would. Nothing too interesting has happened. I'm still with Felix of course. This past week has been really nice because Felix has been home. Liz has also been home but I havent seen her since Sunday. Ohh well. I will get to see her during next week since I'm gonna be up there all week!!!! YAY!!! I'm on Spring Break this week so I'm gonna go up to CMU. Its gonna be nice to be able to get away from here for a little bit. Its also gonna be nice because I get to see Felix some more. I know he has class but I think it will work out ok because Liz will be around some of the time and I have some homework that I can do also.

So I just have to say this. I hate it when people are immature. I dont understand how someone can hate someone that they dont even know. It just makes me laugh because its so stupid! Whatever though! I think its weird that I kinda find it entertaining!!!

So, not much has been going on. I mean Felix and I are still together and I honestly think we will bo for a very long time. Anyway, school is boring but enjoyable at the same time. Its not too bad. Work is dead so that means my hours are to and so is my money. That is very sucky. I hate this tax thing very much. It all has to do with do I have to pay taxes on the stuff that I bought through eBay or not?!?!? Its really annoying!!!

Heres a few random quizzes:

Your Rockstar Name Is...

Loca Agony

You Are Fairly Normal

You scored 55% normal on this quiz Like most people you are normal in some ways... But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too! Why You Are Normal: You'd rather have rats than cockroaches in your home You know a lot about a few subjects You prefer ruffled potato chips You prefer a good meal to a good nap You prefer fiction to non fiction Why You Aren't Normal: If given the choice, you would choose to have more time over more money You think fishnet stockings are sexy You would rather be tan than pale You would rather be a movie star than an astronaut You eat the cupcake first

You Are an Apple

You are strong, powerful, and even a bit stubborn at times. You have enough strength to help those around you in trouble. You are adventurous and charming. Many people are drawn to you. You love life, and you enjoy traveling the world. You enjoy fine food, art, and culture. People have accused you of being a snob, but that's not accurate. You do enjoy the best things in life. Unlike snobs, you truly appreciate quality... not just pretend to.

Who You Should Vote For

Barack Obama: 53% Hillary Clinton: 53% John McCain: 47% Ron Paul: 40% Mike Huckabee: 33% Who you agree with on the war in Iraq: Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama Who you agree with on the economy: Hillary Clinton Who you agree with on health care: Mike Huckabee, John McCain and Ron Paul Who you agree with on taxes: Barack Obama and Hillary Clinton Who you agree with on abortion: Mike Huckabee and John McCain Who you agree with on gay rights: Hillary Clinton and Barack Obama

You Are Somewhat Virtuous

You are occasionally a good person, but you often stop short at doing the right thing. It's just a lot easier (and more fun) to be bad! You do have a reputation to uphold. Deep down, you're a fairly good person. But no one's perfect. You're just a lot less perfect than most people! Where You Are Virtuous You have the virtue of Moderation. You don't do anything at excess, and you avoid extremes You have the virtue of Order. You let each thing have it's place, and you keep your life in order. You have the virtue of Justice. You treat other people fairly, even when you don't feel like it. Where You Are Not Virtuous You lack the virtue of Silence. You talk too much, and your words aren't as valuable as they could be. You lack the virtue of Cleanliness. You are quite messy... and maybe even a little dirty. You lack the virtue of Sincerity. You don't tell the truth if it doesn't suit you.

Ok SO super random, but... I CANT BELIEVE THAT HEATH LEDGER DIED TODAY!!!! Thats so f'ing crazy!!! He was only 28, and he was a really good actor. He used to be one of Sarahs favorites.

SO other than that... My weekend at CMU was alot of fun! I was happy to come home though. Sorry guys!!! buts it the truth. I enjoyed my time up there. It was nice to get away from here for awhile and hangout with people!!!

School is going well mostly. I think I'm gonna like this semester! There are pros and cons to Child psych but I dont want to get into them. Its a fun class. Accounting wont be that bad. I hate politics so American government kinda sucks. Microbiology is pretty cool though. Its all germs. I get to see what did and didnt grow from our last experiment in micro tomorrow. I'm excited!!!

So I know its been close to a month since I've updated. Alot has happened since I last updated. For starters Liz and Justin came home which was really nice. I had fun getting to see them and hangout. My break has been full of working and not being home. Its been really nice. Christmas was so much fun this year!!! I had to get up super early but whatever. I got a few things I really wanted, like my Nightmare Before christmas PJs, and the dressy coat that I really wanted. One of the best things I got that day was my moms wedding ring and engagment ring from my dad. I knew she had them but she still hadnt given them to me. I'm so happy to have them finally!!! I got to see a bunch of my family on Christmas so that was really nice too. I havent seen some of them in over a year. Its amazing how fast time can go sometimes. We went up to CMU for New Years Eve. It was alot of fun just hanging out and playing rock band. I got to play the drums for the first time. I'm surprised at how much I like playing them.

Well I have less than a week and classes start up again. I'm actually ready for class to start. I went and bought books today and almost fell over. I paid way too much for them. I could not believe that they cost me that much. I paid $557 for my books. The one good thing is that Larry might have the 2 Microbooks, and if he does then I can take mine back. That would save me like $200. I'm still slightly in shock right now about it. I looked online and I cant save much. I could save on my micro book, but thats it.

So for some reason my parents seem to have a problem with us taking the car lately. I mean we start school on Monday. How much running around do they think we are going to be doing while going to school and working. Last night I wanted to run up to Claires and buy a few clearance things that I had saved in the back. I figured that I could take one of the two cars that were in our driveway, and they told me no. Larry didnt want me taking the new car bc he had just filled it up with gas for Detroit. OK I understadn that one. So I ask mom when she gets home if I can take the Impala, and she says no. then she says something about gas. I told her I can put gas in it for what I use, and she still tells me no. Then she says if she gets a call she wants to be able to just go. That one was BS! Ash and I ended up going out to claires. Last night I told her that I'd have a car so we can do soemthing if she wanted. She would just have to get ahold of me sometime today. Well, I got up and got books this morning with Sarah, and when I got back I took nap. Then when I got up, there was a note on the counter saying that Sarah and I cant take the car unless we have to work. WTF!!!!! I dont know what their problem is right now. I know we havent been home, but they arent home either. Larry has started school again and mom is working alot. Why does it matter? I'm so confused about it! This is when I wish I had my own car, but theres no way in hell I could afford one right now. For once in my life I am pretty broke. Not completely, but mostly! This Sucks!!!

So, I know my last few entries have been kinda sad and down. I'm finally getting out of my depression mode. Things are looking up again and I've been waiting for this moment. I'm starting to be happy again. I love it!!! I just keep loooking at the brighter side. Liz and Justin will be home this weekend so thats making me happy. It sucks bc I'm still gonna be working my ass off, but I guess thats just a price I'm gonna pay. I'm gonna talk to Angie a little tomorrow bc I like working but 35+ hours is killing me. I know my paycheck is gonna be nice and big, but I just dont think its worth missing out on a few other things. My parents did the tree today and I wasnt here. It jsut hasnt felt like Christmas. It kinda made me want to cry when I realized that I was at work and my family was doing the tree without me. Things just arent the same anymore. Its sad, but anyway. The semester is almost over and Liz and Felix are gonna be home!!! I'm so excited!!!

You Are Strawberry Kiss Lip Gloss

When it comes to life, you want the best of everything: The best clothes, the best friends, the best guy - and you usually get all three. You impress most people you meet with your genuine class and style Strawberry is a classic, admired flavor that goes with many things. Sound familar?

You Should Have a Blue Christmas Tree

For you, the holidays represent a time of calm, understanding, and peace. You avoid family fights, and you don't get too stressed out - even when things are crazy! You like to make Christmas about making everyone's life a little bit better. You don't get caught up in greed or commercialism. You're too sincere for that. Your blue tree would look great with: Lots of silver tinsel You should spend Christmas Eve watching: It's a Wonderful Life What you should bake for Santa: Chocolate chip cookies

Your Love is Based on Commitment

You believe that love is something that develops and grows. You don't believe in love at first site, and you never mistake lust for love. For you, love is about mutual devotion, respect, and understanding. You don't feel comfortable in a relationship, unless you're both in it for the long run. Why your love can last: You don't take commitment lightly - or leave relationships easily Why your love can fail: You're so committed, you often can't see the most obvious problems in your relationship

What The Holidays Mean to You

For you, the holidays are about emotional connections and bonds. You are happiest being around those you love. You celebrate the holidays in a minimalist style. You are likely to only give one great present and decorate your house with a few special items. During the holidays, you like to feel cozy and comfortable. You're happy to stay inside with a roaring fire and a warm drink. You think the holidays should be nostalgic and sweet. The holidays bring out your inner child. Your best holiday memories are of childhood foods and traditions. You secretly still wish you believed in Santa Claus.

Thats what I told I told Larry earlier today. Its pretty much true. Kinda Sad isnt it. I havent been doing anything but sitting in my room the last few days. I have nothing to do or to look forward to. I hate it so much! This is why you guys need to come home!!!

Dan seems to think he still has a chance with me. He doesnt and I told him that, but thinks he does. I just dont get it. Whatever! I'm talking to him again and he should just be happy with that.

You Are the Ace of Clubs

You go at everything in your life full force. You are a natural gambler. Your life definitely has some extreme highs and lows, but you know how to ride out the low times. A total adventure seeker, you are never satisfied by what's normal or ordinary. You like to push limits and shock people. You're dramatic, but a drama queen. Your life has been a wild ride so far. You have stories that people can barely believe. And you're probably still young... with a lot of wild rides in front of you. A gamble you should take: High stakes roulette Your friends would describe you as: Crazy Your enemies would describe you as: Demented If you lived in Vegas, you would be: A high roller

You Are Christmas

More than most people, you are able to find magic in life's small moments. Traditions mean a lot to you, and you tend to be quite nostalgic. You are a giving, kind person who really understands the true meaning of holidays. You inspire others to be as altruistic and caring as you are. What makes you celebrate: Tradition and a generous spirit At holiday get togethers, you do best as: The storyteller. You like to recount memories with everyone. On a holiday, you're the one most likely to: Give a gift to everyone you know

You Are Pumpkin Pie

You're the perfect combo of uniqueness and quality. You're able to relate to many types of people with many different tastes. But you're by no means generic or ordinary. In fact, you're one of the most original people around. Those who like you are looking for something (someone!) special. You tend confuse people when they first meet you. You're not as complicated as you seem. Even though you have a lot of spice and flavor to you, you're never overpowering. You are a calm and comforting force in people's lives.

So my laptop has been messing up alot and I got frustrated so I decided to reset it completely and just start over. So far its working better than it was. I know I had alot of crap on there and it wasnt helping. I lost this AMAZING picture of jack skellington though. I'm so upset!!!!

I havent been up to much. Mostly just work and doing random school things occasionally. I'm so ready for the semester to be over with. I have about 2.5 weeks left. I CANT WAIT!!! Its getting annoying. Its been too simple! I paid for my classes and that SUCKED!!! It was way more than I wanted to pay but thats what I get for taking 16 credits. I know I shouldnt be complaining bc the rest of you are in worse debt than me, but still.

Lifes just kinda blah right now. I dont really have much to do. No one to really hangout with or anything. You guys need to come home and entertain me!!!! Jk...kinda!!!! I am really looking forward to new years eve though. Its gonna be a blast!!!

Ohh and I finally got my stuff back from Dan. Well most of it anyway. He still has 2 of my cd's but I think I'm gonna ask Shaun to burn them for me bc I know he has them both.

Anyway, thats all I have to say right now. Life is kinda boring right now!!!

Ok so I was talking to Larry last night after Steve left and he said that he had good news and bad news about Wayne State next year. The good news is that I dont have to take 2 classes at U of M. So I dont have to worry about getting lost over there. The bad news however is that the Mortuary Science program is going to be a Masters program starting next year. So that means that I have to go down there for 2 year or 4 semesters now. It will probally cost more and I'm not happy about it. I will have the summer off though so that might be nice. Larry said that some of it will be even more of a review for me bc I will know it from being here. It sucks!!! Ohh well!!! I will get over it though!

Today was so much fun. I mean school sucked but I got my homework done so I guess that was good. Then I went and got check. It wasnt as big as I wanted it to be but I knew it wasnt going to be. Then I had to come home and mow the alwn. It wasnt that bad doing it. It only took me an hour or so. Then I came in an took a shower and got ready to hangout with Megan, Jeff, and Steve. OMG!!! It was so much fun. We went out to the Bavarian Inn in Frankenmuth. It was amazing. We ended up playing put put first. Jeff came in first, then Megan, me and Steve. I didnt care bc it was alot of fun. Then we decided to play games. We spent so much time just messing around. Then we went and played DDR. I was kinda nervous bc I've never played DDR in public. It was alot of fun and Megan said I was good. It was fun. Then we decided to go eat at McDonalds. Then we went back and played again. We were there until like midnight. It was a blast. Steve is a really cool guy. I already knew that Jeff was cool and Megan too obviously. Megan said that she was happy bc Steve was being himself. I guess hes usually pretty shy around girls that he just meets. I had so much fun hanging out with them. I think we will be doing this more often. At least I hope so!!! But now its bed time!!! Goodnight!!!

So Halloween wasnt all bad. I got Sarah to skip English and I skipped accounting. Her and I went to the mall and hung out until her other Grandma got there. We ended up eating chineese. It was really good but I realized that I cant tolerate greasy fatty food right now for some reason. Ohh well. On my way home I got a call from Tara. She wanted to know if I could come in early bc Ebony called in. Of course I could. I got dressed and went up there. It wasnt too bad, but it was hard to work and hand out candy. I managed but it was kinda fun!!! So anyway that was my Halloween!!!

So, I cant believe how hard something as simple as going to church was. I missed him so much while I was just sitting there. I did my hardest not to cry in church, but as soon as my mom can and sat down next to me I lost it. I miss him so much. This is gonna take me awhile even though I want to be ok right now. I LOVED him so much!!!! I'm just trying not to think about him. Thats the only thing that I can do right now.

What Your Halloween Habits Say About You

You're a friendly person, but not the life of the party. You like making someone else's day - and you'll dress up if you think of a really fun costume. You definitely think of yourself as someone who has a dark side. And part of having that dark side means not showing it. Your inner child is curious, brainy, and maybe even a little gross. You fear people taking advantage for you. You are always worried about protecting your own interests. You're logical, rational, and not easily effected. Not a lot scares you... especially when it comes to the paranormal. You are picky and high maintenance. If you wear a Halloween costume, it's only when you really feel like it. And it has to be perfect.

Your Unique Costume is a Rasta Mon

Where's da party mon?

Reeses Peanut Butter Cups

Very popular, one of you is not enough.

You Are Creepy

Serial killers would run away from you in a flash.

So, I guess I'm back down to one dog. I'm not really sad bc I wasnt attached tp him yet. I just feel bad for the poor thing. So, I can home from work and Ceaser wasnt here. Mom took him back to Linda (the newfie lady) and she is going to have him put to sleep. She has another dog at her house that has to be put down so the vet will just go to her house. They said that his peeing and uncontrolable bladder sound like either an infection or the beginning of the end. We think its the second one since he hasnt been eating and hes been constipated. Poor dog.

SO, this weekend was pretty fun!!! It was nice getting to see Liz. It would have been better if Felix had been there, but ohh well. I know that he had his performances. Friday night we didnt do a whole lot. Saturday Liz made breakfast and it was REALLY good. I liked it alot. Then we went and spent time in Midland. It was ok. It would have been better if Ethan had really wanted to be there. Ohh well. Saturday night was fun though. We went and got pizza and Liz bought some drinks. It was a fun time. Then Sunday we got up and ate and left. Dan and I took our time getting home. We went and did some more shopping. We had Applebees on the way home. Overall it was a good weekend.

We are talking about going to my dads for the day this weekend. I'm excited and I hope it works out. I sent my dad an email to see what he thinks about it. Anyway, I'm gonna go for now.

OK, so I have an hour to kill so I decided to update this thing. I havent been up to much. Mostly working and school. Hanging with Dan in my free time of course!!! I had an accounting test on Friday. I got 100%!!! I think I'm the only one in there that did. I had a sociology test todeay. I'm not sure that I did so well but the bonus questions helped me out alot. I have a Psych test on Monday. I'm not sure how thats going to go either. Ohh well bc I dont really care.

So I have to tell you the story of yesterday in Psych. The teacher brought his son into class. It was just a last minute decision. His son kept getting in trouble at school bc of the things that he would say. My proff doesnt belive in not letting you kids say things that adults do. This kid uses big words as well as swear words. Its ok for him to use them as long as he uses them in the right way. So its causing problems at school and hes now thinking oabout homeschooling him. So anyway, he was in the class and my proff had to leave the room bc the overhead thing was working. His son got up and wrote Ass Man on the board. He then drew an ass on the board and asked if we knew what it was. Then he finished drawing the person on the board. When he drew the face he made the nose a penis. When he asked if we knew what it was he said it was a scrotum. Then he asked how to spell bitch so he could write it on the board. The whole time he was doing this he kept checking to see if his dad was coming. Then he went to go sit down and he took some guys cookie. The kids just kept swearing and I felt bad for laughing, but he was only 9 and it was weird to hear him talk like that. When the proff came back he asked us who put his son up to all this stuff. He then took him out into the hall and talked to him. The kid was a little disruptive, but then he was fine. It was weird. The guy that sits next to me had the proffs son come and sit next to us. The guy kept making comments and the kid called him weird. It was just a really strange class and after seeing how the kid was it makes wonder if the proff is right in the way that he raised his kids. I mean I dont think any less of him and he can do whatever he wants. His son was just a little out of control thats all. It was really funny though!!!

Your Psyche is Green

You radiate love, empathy, and acceptance. You are able to relax almost everyone you meet. You are naturally comforting. Balanced and flexible, you only seem perfect! When you are too green: you are jealous, manipulative, and deceptive When you don't have enough green: you feel sluggish and out of sorts

You Should Play the Accordion

You are eccentric, funky, wacky... definitely one of a kind. People have trouble putting you in any one particular category. You definitely have your own thing going on. You are a born entertainer. No wonder you'd be perfect as an one man (or one woman) band. Your musical influences likely cross all genres - and blend together in a very unusual way. While you are definitely offbeat, you also enjoy tradition and influences from the past. It's just your style to take an old fashioned instrument like the accordion and make it uniquely yours. Your dominant personality characteristic: your total inhibition Your secondary personality characteristic: your interest in obscure activities and subjects

You Need Some Green in Your Life

Green will make you feel alive, renewed, and balanced. And with a little green, you will project an aura of peacefulness and harmony. If you want stability, you've got to get a little green in your life! For extra punch: Combine green with blue or purple The downside of green: It can promote jealousy in yourself or others The consequences of more green in your life: You will be drawn to a new life path You will feel free to pursue new ideas and interests, no matter how strange You will be released from the demands and concerns of others

I took the Big 5 test. This is my results.
I'm a O24-C79-E74-A69-N14 Big Five!!

SO I have an hour and half between sociology and Math. It sucks alot because I have nothing to do. At least I have my laptop. Thats what matters. I still have alomost an hour left to kill. Its ok though.

So school isnt that bad. I probally should be working on my accounting but I didnt bring it. I could do my online quiz but whatever. I dont really care. It doesnt have to be done until Friday night. We are getting high speed at my house finally. Larry got sick of waiting for the computer. They are gonna get wireless put in which might be a bad thing. Ohh well I know that I will enjoy it ALOT!!! Work and School isnt as bad as I was thinking it might be. I know that I will be able to handle it.

Randomness:

Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue

You've got the personality of a blue eyed women You're intense and expressive - and always on the go You've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

You Are a Carousel

You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously. You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure. In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of. And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal. Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy. You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you. You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you. Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children. At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative. Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully. At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy. You've been known to act like a brat if you aren't getting your way!

So, today was my first day of this semester. Today was really good. I know that my sociology class is going to be really easy. I like the teacher alot. I also found out that my trig class is going to be super easy as well. I know that I am retaking it, but we dont have any test except for the final. We have 11 quizzes but they are group quizzes. We also have 5 In class projects. This is going to go very well I think. We can use notes on the Final also which is going to be amazing. So if I fail this class then I'm just stupid when it comes to Math.

Tomorrow I have Psych and Accounting. I'm not sure how its going to go, but I hope they are also going to go well. Anyway, I have a headache and I have to go. So bye for now!!!